The porch swing. This is the porch swing where my Mom and I would sit on her porch and have long conversations for hours. Many times after her chemo we would sit on this swing and laugh, cry, and sometimes just sit, say nothing, and watch the ducks. This swing took residence on my back porch after she went to heaven. One of my most treasured items. It has been 7 years since Mom went home to be with Jesus. 7 years ago today, we buried her.
I know this time of year, especially 2020, it has been a bit daunting. Is that even the right word? I am not sure there really is one to describe all the emotions so many of us our feeling right now. But as I sat on that swing as I do almost every day, drinking my coffee, I just sensed such peace from the Lord. I was so thankful. And my heart went back to all those conversations we had on this swing that have literally helped me through the toughest year of my life. Even as I write the word “toughest” I can hear my Mom say…..”Lisa it was the best year of your life.” You know…..she’s right. I have seen more miracles, learned more lessons, and seen God move in mind blowing ways this year. I don’t want the noise of 2020 to drown out those miracles and wonderful lessons learned! It really is all about what you are looking for.
Mom gets to spend Christmas with her savior every year now. That’s so cool. I know I will see her again one day, but until that day, I will savor the seconds, be thankful for the lessons those seconds taught me, walk expectantly to the next season, and know God is already there waiting.
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